And there we get to the crux of it. That's your issue (and our issue as fans), not the club's. You need to let your guard down now and start to believe that things are improving massively. Being fashionably cynical is boring after a while.
I want to believe.
Unfortunately though, and I don't want to be that guy, but as soon as we sell Lukaku, we'll have been 'spending the Lukaku money'.
I mean I'm quite an optimistic blue I think, so it's going to take a lot to win over blues who are even more reserved than I am and to be quite honest the club have no one to blame but themselves.
What I will say is - I'm starting to believe and there are some really, really good signs.